21 Apr 2011

my first experience : interview

hye , dear respected readers ;)

i would like to share my experience with you guys . may I ? 
owkey , this is actually a self-entry ;)

actually , i have never put in my mind to become a teacher . klu kecik2 dulu laen la . time tu skop pengetahuan tntg bidang kerjaya tu xmeluas lg . takat yg kita taw , teacher , doctor , lawyer , fireman , policeman dan lain2 . kan ? aku ingt lg , tiap taon msti kena isi cita2 kat kad kuning tu . i'll put teacher , doctor , lawyer . pernah masa darjah dua aku letak surirumah pilihan first . aku taw , mmg hampess -_-'' 

but , i filled up the application for KPLSPM walaupon xde cita2 nak jd cegu . and I did it on the last day . tu pon atas nasihat kawan2 . yg jd malas nak isi tu adalah disebabkan dah pnah beli no pin , tp hilang dicuri skali dgn dompet . mmg rasa mcm mls gila dah nak apply . but then , kawan2 nasihat suruh isi . so aku isi , tu pon submit borang dlm pkul 10 malam . hehe .

when the result was announced , aku bukanlah di antara yg excited nak taw result . buat derk ja . last2 , kawan yg tolong check . alhamdulillah dia kata dapat . so , i tried to check it by myself . tgk2 xdapat . hehe . rupanya salah isi kad pgnln lah . silly mistake . budak skolah aku yg apply tu , ada la dlm 7-8 org yg dpt pi temuduga . yg excited nak jd cegu plak yg xdpt . hairan sungguh . tp Allah always knows the best for us :)
TAHNIAH !
Anda layak untuk menghadiri Temuduga Program Kursus Perguruan Lepas Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia Ambilan Jun 2011.
Berikut adalah maklumat temuduga tersebut.
| Maklumat Calon |
No. Kad Pengenalan:93052508****
Nama:NORSUHAIZA BINTI MADZLAN
Program:S010E0000P - PENGAJARAN BAHASA INGGERIS SEBAGAI BAHASA KEDUA PENDIDIKAN RENDAH (SK)
Pusat Temuduga:P02B
AlamatP02-IPG KAMPUS TUANKU BAINUN
MENGKUANG, KUBANG SEMANG
14400 S.PERAI PULAU PINANG
Tarikh:21 - 04 - 2011
Masa:11.00 PAGI


i went for an interview just now at IPG Tuanku Bainun . pkul 9 dah sampai . haha . abah mmg :) so , agak lama lah tercegat di sana . guess what , aku mmg rasa kerdil gila kat sana . ye lahh , smua nmpk mcm hebad2 ja . tesl la katakan . tp ramai chinese rather than malay . ketaq gak ah tp , my mindset - just nak ada pengalaman temuduga . i am not hoping for it too much . so , xde lah ketaq . relax ja td . in the other word - blur :)
okey , masa sampai tu , we were divided into groups . me ? P02B . ada 7 org . 5 girls , 2 heroes . naseb bek senang nak ngam dgn depa nih . tp mmg rasa kerdil gila . depa A+ . me ? A- . kebanyakan depa apply asasi tesl uitm and were selected to be interviewed . me ? i applied , and i am not chosen . huhu . ada yg convent , ada yg debater . yes , i am a debater . but bahas ala parlimen je lah . bukan debate yg kena speaking berabuk tuh okeyy :)


so , td kena jawab soalan INSAK . well , 30 minutes were given and alhamdulillah sempat . sebelum tu , they collected our file and form . then , dah siap jwb 135 soalan tu , kami dibawa masuk ke dalam bilik . 

we were given a topic and were asked to discuss the topic . it's about co-curricular activities . masa tu kan , semua diam . i am just waiting for a person to start it . tp semua pandang2 antara satu sama lain . bila lecturer tu angkat kepala tgk ke arah kami ja , suddenly - me :
"assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh and good morning . let us discuss about this topic . anybody who would like to volunteer to give any opinion ? how about you Atikah ?"
gulp !! aku ny mmg gila lahh . itu lah reflect aku sbb takut lecturer tu sound kami . haha . mcm melatah la jugak . kih3 . nasib bek lah Atikah boleh jwb . then , kami pon sembang2 la . aku pon kalut jgk nak interfere . i talked about my experience being a debater . haha . part yg best - 
" i've joined debate since i am in form two . we  are the 1st runner-up in . . . apa ntah daerah ? district ! but in the state level , we are the 3rd ." 
haha :) tu pon sbb Anis bisik kat aku district tuh . gila lah aku nih kan ? tu lahh , vocab pon zero , grammar berteraboq . pastu aku continue lah being a leader . aku sempat lah buh perencah sesedap rasa yg aku ny netball player . i play as a goal keeper . waduh2 , dah depa pi tala soalan kat aku . takan nak kata 
" i am a simpanan in my netball team ." 
karang nak pikiaq simpanan in english pon berejam gak kot . mmg siap gelak2 lg dlm bilik tu . masing2 cerita pasai marching lah , track runner lah . semua cakap berabuk oo . aku wlupon grammar berteraboq , sempat lah aku selit falsafah pendidikan kebangsaan , emotional intelligence dan lain2 . nasib lah pnah jd budak bahas , tp in BM lah . xtaw nk translate FPK into apa :) example :
" co-curricular activities are important in producing a student who is balance in JERI as stated at the Falsafah Pendidikan Kebangsaan . you know JERI - jasmani emosi rohani intelek "
mampuih laa . aku sorg ja yg sesedap hati bikin rojak wehh :p 

bila keluaq ja dari bilik tu , mmg bising gila lah . haha . semua pakat nak tergelak dgn apa yg dh jadi . aku plak , malu la sbb xterer mcm depa . boleh pi bantai cakap suka suki ja . tp , at least i tried my best . niat - nak belajaq new things . and aku mmg xkisah sgt . aku mmg selalu spoil walaupon kat mana2 . hehe

then , sesi temuduga individu . aku org yg ke empat . mula2 dh kena sound untuk ckp louder . klu x , prof nak hantaq pi matrix ja . matrix tayah ckp . kena baca buku ja . perli makan dalam aihh =_=' 

lecturer : ok suhaiza . knp nak jd cegu ?
me : sbb mmg dari kecik lg saya mmg minat nak jd cegu . blablabla (goreng ja la)
lecturer : ni kalau kena pggil pi u ke matrix ke , nak pi x ? 
me : x . saya mmg minat nak jd cegu . ( yakah ? )
lecturer : okeyy , saya ada 1 soalan . klu pelajar tanya awak 1 soalan , tp awak xreti jawab . apa awak nak buat ?
me : saya suh dia blek cari jawapan dulu , pastu esok mai bg jwpn kat saya . sempat la saya cari jwpn dulu malam tu . 
lecturer : apa beza keja cegu dgn nurse ?
me : nurse tayah mendidik . dya keja merawat ja . blablabla
lecturer : ok , skrg kita dpt lihat pelajar lelaki lg pandai drpd perempuan .
me : err . 
lecturer : btol x ? stuju atau x ?
me : saya rasa pelajar perempuan lagi ramai yg pandai kot .
lecturer : dah tu , knp xckp setuju td lg ?
me : sbb saya hormat pandangan Tuan . tp , saya pon ada pandangan saya sendiri berdasarkan pemerhatian saya :) 
lecturer : terima kasih
see , how he tried to see our attitude towards this profession . mmg ada rasa sedikit terkucil lah td dgn prof tu . tp sempat cover dgn ayat 'hormat pandangan' beliau . dya lebih kepada uji pendirian kita . beliau tanya soalan yg memang pelik . makan xlg , duk mana dan lain2 . ingtkan nk bg soalan yg mencabar intelek . rupanya x . tayah la duk kaji dasar PIPP , NKRA dan sgala bagai tu . haha

next , dgn yg sorg lagi nih , kena lah speaking :)

him : suhaiza , do u like reading ?
me : of course , i love reading . ( yakah ? ) 
him : so , what do u read ? what is the latest book do u read ?
me : i love to read magazine . it is Solusi . the latest issue i've read is memburu kemanisan iman .
him : do you think youth nowadays love reading ?
me : i dont think so . as we can see statistic showed that malaysian read only a book a year compared to Japan . they read 7 books a year .  but our goverment has try to increase the level of reading among us . that's why NILAM is launched . 
him : suhaiza , do you think NILAM has fulfill it's target ?
me : well , changes need time . sooner or later we will . (ayat nak selamat)
him : nowadays , youth love to read blog . what is blog ?
me : blog is a website where people can write and share their stories , experiences and many more . i do have a blog .
him : what do you write in yr blog ?
me : i will share my experience with my friends and i will share knowledge . as example i write what i've read from Solusi .
him : what language do u use ?
me : mainly , i will use bahasa melayu . i do use english and arabic too .
him : as i can see , yr arabic result is much better than english . why dont you choose arabic rather than english  ?
me : ( yg ny aku pon tataw pasaipa aku pilih tesl wehh ) because english is fun and enjoyable . i love english . i am inspired by my teacher to become just like her . (kih3) and i think arabic is complex and tougher than english .
him : if we change you to teach arabic . would you agree ?
me : yes i will . 
him : why ?
me : because i really2 want to be a teacher ! 
him : okey , thank you .

wahh . ending dia la yg aku aku paling xtahan . me ? a teacher ? sian lah anak murid aku tuh . hehe . so pastu aku pon balik dgn senang hati nya :) group kami mmg bertuah sbb kena interview sat2 ja . yg kena dgn prof perempuan kena lama sikit . km sat ja settle dah .

result ? ntah laa . we'll just wait and see . nanti nak kena istikharah dulu lah . apaapapon , best gila dpt pglmn kena temuduga dan aku btol2 xsgka i can talk . ingtkan aku nk senyap ja . hehe . sah dah aku ny mmg xreti duk senyap .

so korang , good luck ! 
no one is perfect . dont push yrself to be the best . just relax , baru la xketaq . dan yg penting , bila kita xterlalu mgharap , kita xkan kecewa :)

10 comments:

  1. tahniah, suhaiza! ag mmg layak arr jd cegu BI >>
    cekap giler speaking! tereer oo... :D

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  2. uish , kalau hg dgq depa cakap , mmg kaget lahh .
    aku sendiri pon mmg tergagap2 lah bckp .
    seyesly , mmg terer2 lah depa tuh :)

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  3. ija ! terbaik pnya TECER ! i respect u toin toin toin ! lah . sya rsa kamu mmg boleh jadi tecer yg d BEST ! ^^ p/s; hebat kamu menggoreng , wa respek sma lu \(^_^)/

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  4. uhh , yg tang goreng tu sgt memalukan bila lecturer tu senyum penuh makna . adoi laa :) malu , tp puas . lantak lah . asalkan enjoy

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  5. haha..papon tue pengalamn yg menarik kn ija..km bangga la sama ija.km tgok ija dah wat yg terbek dah tue..skunk tggal doa ja lagi.moga2 Allah sentiasa memberi yg terbek untuk ija..:) love u..hehe malu ar nak speaking ngn ija lpas ni..terer tol ija..leh spontan ckop.

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  6. thanks . naseb bek jgk la kami xmalu . km try ckp wlupon ayat english translation . klu tcer syikin dgq , msti kena tegoq bnyk dh . hehe .
    jgnla malu nk speaking dgn km :)
    sapa ek pupu ny ?

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  7. nice story.. =)
    akak pon pernah interview ni jugak..
    and akak skrng bakal cikgu
    insyaallah awak dapat kot..hehe
    tp skrng bukan senang nak jd seorang cikgu
    n nak dpt tawaran pon payah taw =)
    so hargai ape yg awk dapat =)

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  8. tenkiu cegu :)
    yes , i do appreciate what i've done :)

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