my first experience : interview

hye , dear respected readers ;)

i would like to share my experience with you guys . may I ? 

owkey , this is actually a self-entry ;)

actually , i have never put in my mind to become a teacher . klu kecik2 dulu laen la . time tu skop pengetahuan tntg bidang kerjaya tu xmeluas lg . takat yg kita taw , teacher , doctor , lawyer , fireman , policeman dan lain2 . kan ? aku ingt lg , tiap taon msti kena isi cita2 kat kad kuning tu . i'll put teacher , doctor , lawyer . pernah masa darjah dua aku letak surirumah pilihan first . aku taw , mmg hampess -_-'' 

but , i filled up the application for KPLSPM walaupon xde cita2 nak jd cegu . and I did it on the last day . tu pon atas nasihat kawan2 . yg jd malas nak isi tu adalah disebabkan dah pnah beli no pin , tp hilang dicuri skali dgn dompet . mmg rasa mcm mls gila dah nak apply . but then , kawan2 nasihat suruh isi . so aku isi , tu pon submit borang dlm pkul 10 malam . hehe .

when the result was announced , aku bukanlah di antara yg excited nak taw result . buat derk ja . last2 , kawan yg tolong check . alhamdulillah dia kata dapat . so , i tried to check it by myself . tgk2 xdapat . hehe . rupanya salah isi kad pgnln lah . silly mistake . budak skolah aku yg apply tu , ada la dlm 7-8 org yg dpt pi temuduga . yg excited nak jd cegu plak yg xdpt . hairan sungguh . tp Allah always knows the best for us :)

TAHNIAH !

Anda layak untuk menghadiri Temuduga Program Kursus Perguruan Lepas Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia Ambilan Jun 2011.

Berikut adalah maklumat temuduga tersebut.

	| Maklumat Calon |
	No. Kad Pengenalan	:	93052508****
	Nama	:	NORSUHAIZA BINTI MADZLAN
	Program	:	S010E0000P - PENGAJARAN BAHASA INGGERIS SEBAGAI BAHASA KEDUA PENDIDIKAN RENDAH (SK)
	Pusat Temuduga	:	P02B
	Alamat		P02-IPG KAMPUS TUANKU BAINUN
			MENGKUANG, KUBANG SEMANG
			14400 S.PERAI PULAU PINANG
	Tarikh	:	21 - 04 - 2011
	Masa	:	11.00 PAGI

i went for an interview just now at IPG Tuanku Bainun . pkul 9 dah sampai . haha . abah mmg :) so , agak lama lah tercegat di sana . guess what , aku mmg rasa kerdil gila kat sana . ye lahh , smua nmpk mcm hebad2 ja . tesl la katakan . tp ramai chinese rather than malay . ketaq gak ah tp , my mindset - just nak ada pengalaman temuduga . i am not hoping for it too much . so , xde lah ketaq . relax ja td . in the other word - blur :)

okey , masa sampai tu , we were divided into groups . me ? P02B . ada 7 org . 5 girls , 2 heroes . naseb bek senang nak ngam dgn depa nih . tp mmg rasa kerdil gila . depa A+ . me ? A- . kebanyakan depa apply asasi tesl uitm and were selected to be interviewed . me ? i applied , and i am not chosen . huhu . ada yg convent , ada yg debater . yes , i am a debater . but bahas ala parlimen je lah . bukan debate yg kena speaking berabuk tuh okeyy :)


so , td kena jawab soalan INSAK . well , 30 minutes were given and alhamdulillah sempat . sebelum tu , they collected our file and form . then , dah siap jwb 135 soalan tu , kami dibawa masuk ke dalam bilik . 

we were given a topic and were asked to discuss the topic . it's about co-curricular activities . masa tu kan , semua diam . i am just waiting for a person to start it . tp semua pandang2 antara satu sama lain . bila lecturer tu angkat kepala tgk ke arah kami ja , suddenly - me :
"assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh and good morning . let us discuss about this topic . anybody who would like to volunteer to give any opinion ? how about you Atikah ?"
gulp !! aku ny mmg gila lahh . itu lah reflect aku sbb takut lecturer tu sound kami . haha . mcm melatah la jugak . kih3 . nasib bek lah Atikah boleh jwb . then , kami pon sembang2 la . aku pon kalut jgk nak interfere . i talked about my experience being a debater . haha . part yg best - 

" i've joined debate since i am in form two . we  are the 1st runner-up in . . . apa ntah daerah ? district ! but in the state level , we are the 3rd ." 

haha :) tu pon sbb Anis bisik kat aku district tuh . gila lah aku nih kan ? tu lahh , vocab pon zero , grammar berteraboq . pastu aku continue lah being a leader . aku sempat lah buh perencah sesedap rasa yg aku ny netball player . i play as a goal keeper . waduh2 , dah depa pi tala soalan kat aku . takan nak kata 

" i am a simpanan in my netball team ." 

karang nak pikiaq simpanan in english pon berejam gak kot . mmg siap gelak2 lg dlm bilik tu . masing2 cerita pasai marching lah , track runner lah . semua cakap berabuk oo . aku wlupon grammar berteraboq , sempat lah aku selit falsafah pendidikan kebangsaan , emotional intelligence dan lain2 . nasib lah pnah jd budak bahas , tp in BM lah . xtaw nk translate FPK into apa :) example :
" co-curricular activities are important in producing a student who is balance in JERI as stated at the Falsafah Pendidikan Kebangsaan . you know JERI - jasmani emosi rohani intelek "
mampuih laa . aku sorg ja yg sesedap hati bikin rojak wehh :p 

bila keluaq ja dari bilik tu , mmg bising gila lah . haha . semua pakat nak tergelak dgn apa yg dh jadi . aku plak , malu la sbb xterer mcm depa . boleh pi bantai cakap suka suki ja . tp , at least i tried my best . niat - nak belajaq new things . and aku mmg xkisah sgt . aku mmg selalu spoil walaupon kat mana2 . hehe

then , sesi temuduga individu . aku org yg ke empat . mula2 dh kena sound untuk ckp louder . klu x , prof nak hantaq pi matrix ja . matrix tayah ckp . kena baca buku ja . perli makan dalam aihh =_=' 

lecturer : ok suhaiza . knp nak jd cegu ?

me : sbb mmg dari kecik lg saya mmg minat nak jd cegu . blablabla (goreng ja la)

lecturer : ni kalau kena pggil pi u ke matrix ke , nak pi x ? 

me : x . saya mmg minat nak jd cegu . ( yakah ? )
lecturer : okeyy , saya ada 1 soalan . klu pelajar tanya awak 1 soalan , tp awak xreti jawab . apa awak nak buat ?
me : saya suh dia blek cari jawapan dulu , pastu esok mai bg jwpn kat saya . sempat la saya cari jwpn dulu malam tu . 

lecturer : apa beza keja cegu dgn nurse ?

me : nurse tayah mendidik . dya keja merawat ja . blablabla

lecturer : ok , skrg kita dpt lihat pelajar lelaki lg pandai drpd perempuan .

me : err . 

lecturer : btol x ? stuju atau x ?

me : saya rasa pelajar perempuan lagi ramai yg pandai kot .

lecturer : dah tu , knp xckp setuju td lg ?

me : sbb saya hormat pandangan Tuan . tp , saya pon ada pandangan saya sendiri berdasarkan pemerhatian saya :) 

lecturer : terima kasih

see , how he tried to see our attitude towards this profession . mmg ada rasa sedikit terkucil lah td dgn prof tu . tp sempat cover dgn ayat 'hormat pandangan' beliau . dya lebih kepada uji pendirian kita . beliau tanya soalan yg memang pelik . makan xlg , duk mana dan lain2 . ingtkan nk bg soalan yg mencabar intelek . rupanya x . tayah la duk kaji dasar PIPP , NKRA dan sgala bagai tu . haha

next , dgn yg sorg lagi nih , kena lah speaking :)

him : suhaiza , do u like reading ?

me : of course , i love reading . ( yakah ? ) 

him : so , what do u read ? what is the latest book do u read ?

me : i love to read magazine . it is Solusi . the latest issue i've read is memburu kemanisan iman .

him : do you think youth nowadays love reading ?

me : i dont think so . as we can see statistic showed that malaysian read only a book a year compared to Japan . they read 7 books a year .  but our goverment has try to increase the level of reading among us . that's why NILAM is launched . 

him : suhaiza , do you think NILAM has fulfill it's target ?

me : well , changes need time . sooner or later we will . (ayat nak selamat)

him : nowadays , youth love to read blog . what is blog ?

me : blog is a website where people can write and share their stories , experiences and many more . i do have a blog .

him : what do you write in yr blog ?

me : i will share my experience with my friends and i will share knowledge . as example i write what i've read from Solusi .

him : what language do u use ?

me : mainly , i will use bahasa melayu . i do use english and arabic too .

him : as i can see , yr arabic result is much better than english . why dont you choose arabic rather than english  ?

me : ( yg ny aku pon tataw pasaipa aku pilih tesl wehh ) because english is fun and enjoyable . i love english . i am inspired by my teacher to become just like her . (kih3) and i think arabic is complex and tougher than english .

him : if we change you to teach arabic . would you agree ?

me : yes i will . 

him : why ?

me : because i really2 want to be a teacher ! 

him : okey , thank you .

wahh . ending dia la yg aku aku paling xtahan . me ? a teacher ? sian lah anak murid aku tuh . hehe . so pastu aku pon balik dgn senang hati nya :) group kami mmg bertuah sbb kena interview sat2 ja . yg kena dgn prof perempuan kena lama sikit . km sat ja settle dah .

result ? ntah laa . we'll just wait and see . nanti nak kena istikharah dulu lah . apaapapon , best gila dpt pglmn kena temuduga dan aku btol2 xsgka i can talk . ingtkan aku nk senyap ja . hehe . sah dah aku ny mmg xreti duk senyap .

so korang , good luck ! 

no one is perfect . dont push yrself to be the best . just relax , baru la xketaq . dan yg penting , bila kita xterlalu mgharap , kita xkan kecewa :)